nalle117

Wauw, I just started remembering a lot of things, that I had forgot...I know it sounds strange, but it's like everything I have tried to forget, just are coming back to me...Both good and bad things...Well, mostly bad things sadly...Also, it feels like I have been gone for a year, like away from my friends and family, even though I have been here all the time, but my mind have/is just a whole other place...I think it will always be, well, at least when I'm here, cause it just feels like no one completely understands me, you know what I mean? And it's about everything, I mean, on a weird way, I just feel like no one else...Seriously, here is everybody just like "I need a good eduacation, a good job, I wanna get married, have kids" and stuff like that...But I'm not like that, not at all...I'm more of a dreamer, you know, after 3 years on the school I'm going to, I wanna be in a band, move to USA and try to make there...But here it's almost like it's forbidden to feel that way...That's probably why I sometimes choose to live in my own world, until my dreams will come truth...Is that so weird?? Some think it is...But in the moment I don't care, cause without dreams, no life...But that's just me...